Sought Answer

Last night I asked what should I do?
The peace that descended on me was so
Welcome and needed. But this restlessness returns
So quickly when I raise the question (!) The one
whose answers I need. Your response was, "Just go."
Nothing clearer than this? Go where?
So now my mind falls to a new way of asking
the question. Both options need me, so which one needs me
more? Where can I be most glorifying to you, God?

Once you learn to stand firm in your belief it won't
matter where you are. So, go ahead, see if the door opens.
Take the reins and see if I don't answer. See if i don't love
you? You need me.

I can only hold you up
if we are entwined.
I cannot be under you